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This interview with Mika originally ran in Daily Xtra on June 18, 2015
The
tabloids have been obsessing over Mika’s sexual orientation ever since the
British-Lebanese pop star exploded on the charts in 2007 with his debut
album, Life in Cartoon Motion. To the surprise of no one, Mika came out as
gay in 2012. But just three years earlier, when I first interviewed Mika, his
handlers warned me to avoid personal questions and stick to the music.
So
instead, Mika and I had talked about another closeted pop star, the late
Freddie Mercury. It was like we were talking in code. Imitating Mercury from
the famous backstage British TV interview on the Queen —We Will Rock You:
Live in Montreal 1981 DVD, Mika turned to me, legs crossed and, pretending
to hold a cigarette, did his finest imitation of Freddie Mercury. “Yes,
dahling,” Mika said à la Mercury. “Hello, dear!”
Following
three sold-out concerts with the Montreal Symphony Orchestra (OSM) earlier this
year, I sat down with Mika to talk about his new album and his obsession with
Freddie Mercury.
The
emotional centerpiece of your new album No Place in Heaven is the
beautiful ballad “Last Party,” an ode to Freddie Mercury. The last time I saw
you, you imitated Freddie backstage on the Live in Montreal DVD . . .
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Yes!
I remember — that interview is something straight out of Absolutely Fabulous (laughs).
The song “Last Party” started with this idea that I had, when Freddie Mercury
found out that he had AIDS, he closed himself up in a nightclub and had a crazy
party for three days, with drugs and everything. It was the worst possible
thing to do after discovering that kind of news, but that’s what he did. That’s
why that song is called “Last Party,” and it’s one of the saddest songs I’ve
ever heard.
You
performed three sold-out nights at the Maison Symphonique de Montréal,
performing newly-orchestrated interpretations of your songs with the OSM. How
much work was it and will you release a live album?
We
prepared for the Montreal concerts for six months. It was a long process:
[orchestrator and conductor] Simon [Leclerc] got it, he listened to every
single granule of everything I had ever done. Then on opening night I wasn’t
nervous. I felt elation. There was new blood pumping through my veins because I
was doing something that was now beyond my control. It’s like being a kid
again. It’s like being on a trapeze or a high-wire with no safety net beneath
you. It’s this incredible thing. You see it in classical music too: 110 people
onstage together in exactly the same headspace. We recorded every single note
on 100 channels and are planning to release an album of the shows.
You were back in Montreal this summer for two more concerts at the jazz festival. Montrealers
love you. Why do you love Montreal?
I
enjoy Montreal because it’s an easy place to be creative, it has all the good
sides of North American culture as well as French and European culture, yet it
is not in the shadow of the United States, which I think is great. It is a
place that has fought to preserve its cultural identity and by doing so
procures culture. The first response you get when you come up with a crazy idea
in Montreal is not “no” but “maybe.” And that’s pretty great. That’s why crazy
things come out of this town.
How
difficult was it to negotiate the showbiz closet before you publicly came out
as gay in 2012?
Things
take time. From the viewpoint of the press and the veil of marketing — external
things — you can often forget that things take time. There is a personal side
to every story. How do you deal with something publicly when you don’t deal
with it personally? That should be the last thing you do, if you’re not dealing
with it. Otherwise you fuck yourself up and you end up in a really dark place.
One
thing I will say and said even back then — and nothing has changed in this
respect — is that the concept of coming out is a very dangerous one because it
is not the most in-depth thing. It’s like a firecracker that goes off. Then
what happens afterwards? Sexuality and identity have been the ingredients of my
music and lyrics since the beginning. It was always there. It’s just that my
figuring out was done in a different way and under a lot of pressure, a lot of
negative pressure, which was the worst possible thing that could be done. What
was the point?
LGBT
activists wanted you to be a posterboy.
But
they already had me. Just read my lyrics. I’m still very private about my
private life. Developing a sense of candidness takes time.
Are
you happier today than you were five years ago?
I
was happy then too. Then, as now, I have the privilege of doing what I love.
I’m really happy that I have the freedom to deal with the concept of sexuality,
labels and breaking those preconceptions and how you are supposed to deal with
it. I gave myself that freedom.
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